starting this website by accident of coming across BANDZOOGLE, so thats happen stance. currently sweating out winter in Puerto Morelos being depressed and trying to figure out what to do with this life, other than full court ball with the locals, a morning swim, and noodling around on the getrr, which sounds like paradise, until you add in the existential crisis of modern chaotic thoughts.
i havent wanted to be vulnerable or free flowing or placating in anyway to build any sort of “following” on the internet in about 15 years or more, once i realized that one has to do some form of giving in these ways---really to break apart ones souls tissue in the way that a small dose of salvia or dmt might and i liken that to dissolving like infinitesimally small lego pieces being ripped apart---and i havent felt like participating in that, except of course as a consumer of the internet (youtube) myself. so i guess this is a change and shift for no reason other than to offer some authenticity up into this void,, call it a midwife crisis (born at all cost!). we wont dwell to hard on the price, but rather be the free flow that is bold enough to post up and shoot off, as grandma used to say after playing a febal, low scoring scrabble attempt: for what it's worth…